I need my old days backkkkkkkkk.. :((

Gone are the days when I used to talk for hours with mah friends.
Now I don't have time to say a HI.

Gone are the days when I play games on the road.
Now I write code on the road with laptop.

Gone are the days when I saw stars shining at night.
Now I see stars when my papers doesn't work out.

Gone are the days when I sat to chat with friends on grounds and rooftops.
Now I chat in messenger.....

Gone are the days where i studied just to pass.
Now I study to save myself.. to survive...

Gone are the days where I had no money in da pocket and fun filled in mah heart
Now I have the atm as well as credit card but with an empty heart

Gone are the days where I shouted on the road.
Now I don t shout even at home

Gone are the days
But not the memories, which will be Lingering in my heart for ever and ever and Ever and ever and Ever.....

NO MATTER HOW BUSY YOU ARE,

DONT FORGET TO LIVE THE LIFE THAT STILL EXISTS.

IT WONT BE THERE FOR EVER.

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What to do .. When you are stuckk.. :P

the title does imply that you're basically STUCK.. but that doesn't mean it has to be introspective such as "stuck in a rut" or "stuck in the path of life" or something equally philo-shittical. (read as: philosophical).

No, this BLOG is just something stupid ... just as my previous one. Its all about what to do when you're.. STUCK!...

WHERE, u might ask? Depends favorably in places which are.. er.. not quite favorable.


#1. STUCK in an ELEVATOR:
Play with the ball in ya hand.. or atleast u gotta lighter wid ya rite...! No, seriously! I mean, you're already stuck aren't you? SO things can't GET any worse... and admit it, you have all those pretty buttons to keep you company!
Touch yourself. Thats one thing you'd probably enjoy doing more than fiddling with the ball or lighter... Not that "I" would ever know. *dignified silence*
Jump. Hard. The elevator will drop down from the 107-whatsit floor and you end up falling in free motion. Heck, do some acrobatics on your way down. Zero-G still manages to make people feel as if they're in space.


#2. STUCK in a TRAFIIC JAM:
Abuse your @$$ off at the truckdriver in front of you who's hogging both of the lanes. Swear. Scream. Show him the digit. Then abandon your car and RUNNNNnnnn...!!!
Tune up some pathetic song like "tera tera tera surrrooooorrr..." to the loudest volume possible. Guaranteed: people getting friggin' irritated they just might clear the way for ya.
PLay with all the pretty buttons! Ooooohhh..!!! *wonders about the symptoms of playing with the ball obsession*

#3. STUCK in a LONG QUEUE:
Burp. Fart. Sneeze. Cough and throw in some puking noises for effect. Faint. Pinch the lady's butt in front of you.
(DISCLAIMER: We are not responsible of you recieve a painful hit with a surprisingly large handbag on ANY part of your person).
Tell whoever is in front of you that the police are looking for him, suspecting him of stealing a gorilla.
Pretend you're Turd=Face Kapoor, Booby Deol or Ugh-day Chopra. With your un-ending fan adoration and the respect which you have so rightly earned from your *ahem* films, you'll be lucky enough to be given preferential treatment. *drooling sarcasm here*

#4.STUCK at HOME:
Write stupid blogs citing what to so when you're stuck in stupid places.

Well hey..thats what I did..!
Cheers!
P.S: though when stuck at home, i also click pictures of my balcony, t-shirts, myself.. making faces at the camera.. haha..

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cold december night.........

1 o clock in the nite..
sat to edit final paper for this fucking semester.. as the papers rolled by, eyes drooped.. as usual..
drooping eyes waited for ur wish.. as alwayzz.. knowin dat i ll not get dat... but still waitin.. :( ..
Just a thought of urs... keeps me alive.. doesn't let me sleep.. how many days more like this..??
fingers rolled on keyboard.. somewhere in the mails.... they found you.. talkin to me..
mind started wondering.. where did all that time go.. where did i miss them.. moreover... y did i miss them..

any answerssss.....??

every word i spoke to u till now.. i remember.. wonder y i cant do it now... think da same every nite.. without any answer.. wer did i lose trust... shud i leave the last hopes too.. dunno..


back to work... ;)

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This is 4 uu..

I close my eyes alone in the tub. The bathroom has always been a silent place for me. I sit and think of you for another hour. I wish so much you could see all the pain you have caused.
I had fallen in love once and that was with you, and not once I regret it. The love between us no one could replace. The endless love making with your warm embrace. I think of all the things that went wrong with us.

When you decided to become the big time player and I decided to change into, what you wanted me to be. But i realized you should love me for me, however you never did.
I truly miss you with all my heart and nothing or no one will change that part. Sometimes I wish for the strength to hurt you. However whenever I see you my body becomes weak and I can barely speak.

I will get over you, it just takes time. I need to let you go because your no longer mine. I am jealous of yet I do with for happiness in the world. Just to let you know I will be ready. When you come back to me like you always do. But this time I wont run back to you. I can say this so, its time to let me let you go.
I'm over everything especially you. This is something I'm willing to do. I cant get hurt again, its tooo much pain to take. My heart isn't yet whole from the first heart break. I open my eyes, my mind is clear. Am Awake At This time....

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Love Vs Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed.

Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name. When they arrived on dry land, the elder went her own way. Love, realizing how much he owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.

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I know.... m nt perfect.....

i'm not perfect....

i'll annoy u......

piss ya offf....

say stupid stufff....

nd then take it backk...

put dat all aside...

but u ll neva find a guy who cares nd luvs u more dan me.......

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10 Signs dat m in luv wid ya....

10. You r da frst thing i think about wen i wakeup....
da last thing i think about wen i fall asleeeeeep....

9. Just thinkin abt u puts a big smile on ma face....
and ma heart beats faster and faster...(as its doin nw...)

8. Evry luvsong i listen to... i think of ya...

7. I re-read all oua convos again and again...

6. When v r togeda.., i neva wanna end da moment...
nd wanna last it 4eva and eva...

5. Wheneva i am wid u and i look at u...
I am blind to evrythin in the world but u...

4. I am alwayzz on cloud nine.. just by da way u smell...

3. Just by hearin ya voice.., I get butterflies and can't help but smile... :)

2. I Miss u even before u leave 4 da day...

1. I would do anythin in the world for you.. cozz u r my world and my evrythin...

I Just Luv Ya Baby.....

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